I’m not living backwards. Sugar, I have been Lied too, Lied on and abandoned when I needed her most, ignored, marginalized. I didn’t break our vows. for once, she did. This person has destroyed my faith in a whole species of individuals. I have resolved myself to not dwell on her. I’m done, stick a fork in her.
Whatever happens to me from now on, I will not form any attachment to others, their will not be any relationships except casual ones. I will never marry again in this life. You can be assured that I mean this. Enough is enough. LOVE is a lie in this life, it has been run through the mill, reconstituted into something it was never intended to be. Last night I had a conversation with my friend in ATL, she became upset because I told her of my policy. I want no lying BS about you LOVE ME. You don’t know what LOVE is. I know what it is not. Anything expressed to me in this life on this subject is a lie.
She became very upset when I told her how I was going to proceed.
Sorry to go off. But I am very tired of the phony women I have delt with. I have not ever been LOVED and have never LOVED in this life. This is what my spirit told me several weeks ago. Just what this means other than the obvious, I have not figured out yet.
You can tell Mother their will be no gettin back together. It is my intention to file divorce in May. I’m through.
I LOVE YOU
PS…If ever I find a woman With a Sincere Heart, and a Divine Spirit such as yours, I may accept that I’m being LOVED in Truth.